[00:00.34]Something Terrible is About to Happen (Explicit) - Blanks
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[00:01.87]Lyrics by：Sean Douglas Westbrook
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[00:03.02]Composed by：Sean Douglas Westbrook
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[00:47.32]I've been drinking too much
[00:48.97]我喝到烂醉如泥
[00:48.97]And I've fallen in love
[00:50.96]我已爱上
[00:50.96]With the things that hurt me
[00:55.17]那些会伤害我的事情
[00:55.17]I think it's enough
[00:56.53]我觉得一切都已足够
[00:56.53]But it's never enough
[00:58.50]然而这永远都不够
[00:58.50]And my throat starts burning
[01:02.77]我的喉咙开始火辣辣地发痛
[01:02.77]Now I've been too old for a very long time
[01:06.48]这么久以来 我已变得苍老憔悴
[01:06.48]To try and still be like the kids that I liked
[01:09.89]试着继续让自己像我喜欢的孩子那样
[01:09.89]4 or 5 years ago
[01:18.75]四五年前
[01:18.75]Clench my fingers tight in my palm
[01:22.43]我紧紧捏住我的手指
[01:22.43]No such thing as "Remain calm"
[01:58.43]根本就没有“保持冷静”这种说法
[01:58.43]Now I'm spitting up all the words that I trust
[02:01.85]现在我诉说着所有我深信不疑的话语
[02:01.85]In exchange for a story
[02:05.95]以此交换一个故事
[02:05.95]I'll always come up with new ways to give up
[02:09.46]我总是会想出新的方法 劝自己放弃
[02:09.46]My mother warned me
[02:13.16]我的妈妈警告过我
[02:13.16]She said "son you'll **** up
[02:15.15]她说 孩子 你会变得狼狈不堪
[02:15.15]You'll think that you're tough
[02:16.95]你会觉得你很坚强
[02:16.95]And it'll make them leave you alone
[02:21.04]这样就会让他们不去打扰你
[02:21.04]But you'll fight too much
[02:22.61]但你会不顾一切地抗争
[02:22.61]You'll fight who you love
[02:24.79]你会抗拒你深爱的人
[02:24.79]And lose everything you chose"
[02:34.72]失去你选择的一切
[02:34.72]Twenty years old I was bitter and cold about my teens
[02:42.31]二十岁的时候 我的少年时代让我感到痛苦和冷漠
[02:42.31]Letting it go and not tugging the rope is the hardest thing
[02:58.00]选择放手 不再拉拽绳索是最困难的事情
[02:58.00]Existential pessimism
[03:01.56]挥之不去的悲观情绪
[03:01.56]Suicidal-led decisions
[03:05.25]自我毁灭的决定
[03:05.25]Living my life in front of a screen
[03:09.06]在屏幕前享受我的生活
[03:09.06]Believing in things that I've never seen
[03:12.18]相信我从未见过的东西
[03:12.18]And I'm fighting all these fake addictions
[03:16.69]我与这些虚假的嗜好抗争
[03:16.69]Tryna find the right religion
[03:19.96]试图找到合适的信仰
[03:19.96]And all I come back to is the drink that's still in my hand
[03:29.50]在我回来的时候 我发现我手中还握着那杯酒
[03:29.50]I wanna smile again
[03:34.05]我想再次绽放笑容